I was just telling my best friend, when she mentioned that I never post (you mean someone actually checks this?) that my blog is quarterly. That made me think I better look and see when exactly it was that I last posted. NOVEMBER! Eeek. I guess the downsized economy of time to myself has meant that we are now combining issues. However, I still deeply desire to be a better, more committed, and consistent blogger! In our work with engaged couples we talk about the difference between ideals and values. We have a lot of ideals, but unless we are willing to make sacrifices in order that those ideals can be lived values, then they are merely ideals, not values. So far, my life as a blogger has been an ideal, but certainly not a lived value. I'm still trying to strike the balance between mommy and homemaking tasks so I feel guilty spending time writing. I'm thinking, though, that since our social activities are so often postponed because of someone's illness (our son's, other people's kids, etc.) then maybe that is how I'll develop my blogging...it'll be a necessary outlet! We have made some sleep improvements that have freed me up, too. Of course, right now I am sacrificing time with my husband. That can't be good. But I do love to write, and it's helpful to me on so many levels. I wrote in my journal last night, which I previously did daily, or at least five days a week. I think my life is missing something when I don't have that outlet for introspection. I can't just sit around and process my thoughts; I do best when I'm able to write them. Honestly, the other place I process best is while washing dishes...but don't tell my husband that! :-) Maybe I need to put myself on a schedule...alott a certain amount of time to writing, either here or in my journal. I like that idea. Hope to see you again, sooner rather than later!